2.17.2010

She's Here!


Clara Dell Hocker
February 11, 2010
8 lbs. 14 oz.

1.17.2010

one more month and the lame hippo.

And I'll finally get to meet my little girl! I am pretty excited. More exciting is I think I am about ready for her. I just need to wash her clothes and crib sheets and buy some more baby things (another car seat base and other boring things like that) and we'll be golden. I am ready to be done being pregnant, so it is good that it is only a month left!)

Also this past weekend has been adventurous, and not the weekend I was planning at all. Since Dave was going to be down in Kentucky doing manly things with his friend Nick, it was just going to be me and James which I was so excited for. I had some errands to run, wanted to do some things on the baby room, and wanted to do fun things with James like go out to lunch, take him to the Air Zoo, maybe stop by the train station, etc. However, enter Friday and everything changed. I slipped on ice and in trying to catch myself and not hurt my baby, I hurt myself. Pretty badly. I always considered myself to have a high pain tolerance (I survived a natural childbirth, to say the least..) and this hurt pretty bad. I pulled a muscle in my inner thigh (alright, alright, the groin, but I think that's an awful word and sounds like an injury that only boys should get) and was in a lot of pain. I couldn't walk unless I was leaning against something and even so, I would moan or cry with each step. It was bad, no position was comfortable! Luckily, I got myself some good medicine and after a weekend of icing and heating and resting and doing none of the things that I had originally planned, I am starting to feel better. I still walk with a limp and the only thing I can think of is that I look like a lame hippo. Literally lame with my limp and hippo because well, I'm hugely pregnant. So that all to say, I asked for your prayers for continued healing and that this doesn't affect any upcoming childbirthing that might be in my future.

James has been great though. He knows all his ABC's, numbers, and characters in Thomas the train. He talks alot and has gotten to be very polite. (When I bring him his tray of food for lunch he says, " Tank too Momma." Translation: Thank you Mama). He really says thank you all the time, at the appropriate times too. On the flip side, his other favorite thing to says is "Oh Trap." Translation: Oh Crap! when something bad happens. I don't know where he picked it up, but it is sorta cute and hard not to laugh when he says it. But I try to ignore it and hope that it just fades with time. He's super excited about his baby sister, knows that her name is Clara, and declares that she'll play trains with him when she's out of Momma's tummy. He also recently transitioned to his big boy bed which has gone perfectly well. I really thought it would be harder, but luckily there have been no wake ups at 3 am to him playing with his toys. If he does wake up, we just walk him back to bed and that's it. Thank you Lord!

So things are looking up in the Hocker household. I just really can't wait for my hubby to get home. not just because he has been doing bath time duty lately so I don't have to bend over, but because I miss him. Two year old hugs are good for the soul, but nothing beats a hug from my man. Amen.

(Also, James is going to be two in about three weeks! Gah!)

11.21.2009

new moon and other ponderings...

I saw New Moon a Friday at midnight and loved it. Now, some of you might send me scorn and disbelief with your thoughts, and some might give me a pat on the back. But I liked it. And I want to see it again. I have no shame in saying that! It just seems that everyone has such strong opinions on this whole franchise it's ridiculous. The books were a fun read. The movies are progressively getting better. And that's what I think! But I have read comments that people have left on the movie and they are pretty intense and hateful or over the top in love with this. I don't get it, why such the argument? People get pretty fired up it seems! Well, my stance is I like this series and and the movies. And I will continue to. So judge me as you may!



In other news, life has been great. Last weekend Dave and I, for the first time in 21 months, had two night sans a child. We went away to Ludington, Michigan, a cute little beach town up north. We stayed a the Candelight Inn, a bed and breakfast right in downtown. It was so nice to get away, and not have to worry about much of anything. We even watched three whole movies in the weekend! I don't know the last time that has happened! It was by this pretty sweet state park as well, so we went on some hikes, which is so good for the soul. This Californian girl definitely misses her mountains!

James is of course, growing quite handsomely. He's speaking alot, and making a lot of sentences. One of my favorite is , "Oh No! Yellow lid fall ground!" when of course, he dropped the yellow lid to his marker. So fun. He's currently loving trains, and more specifically, Thomas the Train Engine. Me, I can take or leave that character. Not so with James. We mostly have to take one or all of his trains in the car with us whenever we go somewhere. He's starting to make little friends, and asks about them when they are not around. ("Eba sick! Kiss...." "Dabid go??" translation: "Eva's sick, I should go kiss her!" "Where'd David go? I still want to play with him...) He's just all around great. I feel so blessed to have him. He makes me smile all the time. And though it was nice getting away this past weekend, I felt I wasn't getting away from him, just the responsibilities of him, if that makes sense. (Washing trays, changing diapers, wiping boog).

I am also so excited to have it be Christmas. I really could have my house decorated right now if it weren't for Thanksgiving, though I am anticipating eating a lot of food come Thursday. I got all my Christmas money so I can go Christmas shopping, I want to decorate cookies and I want to see sugar plum fairies in my dream. Oh, to see the world through red and green glasses. Only one more week!

We've also been feeling our baby girl alot, which is so sweet. Last night, Dave and I were watching the Proposal (another good one!) and his hand was on my tummy, and literally, I thought she was trying to find another way out. It was real sweet for Dave though, a good connection for him and his daughter! I forget how many weeks I am, 28? 26? Who knows... (Lauren?? I bet she does...) but I am starting to feel big. Realizing that I have about 12+ weeks to go only makes me feel bigger! We've also been blessed with a lot of clothes for her from different people, which I am so grateful for. About 2 months ago, we only had two little outfits! But now, I think we can survive the first couple months. Thank you all! That's the one downside of having a different sexed (?) baby the next time around, you can't just pass on the same clothes. I won't have my girl wearing a Lightning McQueen shirt, thank you very much. Bring on the ballet slippers!

10.11.2009

pink versus blue

And Pink wins!

It's a Girl!

Hooray!

I have already bought some pink clothes and am going shopping tomorrow for material to make a girl-ish diaper bag with my MIL. I am so excited and blessed!


9.27.2009

Daybook: September 27

So I stole this idea from my SIL, and I hope she doesn't mind. I guess you just fill it out with your answers, and here mine are:

Outside my window: Fog, darkness, and coolness. Since I just read my SIL's post (different SIL than who I got this idea for the post from) and she was talking about Twilight, i do have to say, it looks like a cloudy, foggy day in Forks. Just saying.

I am listening to: My Friends Tigger and Pooh on the television (with James lounging in front of it with his pillow, blanket, and milk. What a life!), the birds chirping outside along with other animal or perhaps insect noises...and.....that's all. It's nice. It's cold and quite.

I am thinking: That I know don't why James woke up twice last night. He went to be really late last night, and whenever that happens, for some reason it doesn't mean a better, sleep-in night sleep but instead a wake up a lot, early morning type sleep. Rats. Also, I am thinking that today is going to be a good day. We have church (which we haven't been to in forever), taking James to seeing Madagascar 2 for FREE! at a local theater, and who knows what else.

I am thankful: For many things, but most importantly my son and lil' one in my tummy. Oh, and my husband too! I am thankful that it is cold outside.

From the kitchen: Nothing yet. I haven't got to breakfast. I am thinking about making toast and eggs though.

I am wearing: Pink plaid pajama pants, long sleeve shirt and one of Dave's sweatshirts. Come to think of it, the long sleeved shirt is Dave's too. I need to get my own clothes.

I am hoping: That later today I get to take a long nap. And that we can stop by Gull Meadow and get more pumpkin iced donuts. Amen.

I am creating: Another human being. Beat that.

I am praying: That I start praying more. And for some friends and family who all have potentially big things on their minds and hearts.

Around the house: My fall decorations, hurrah! My son, on the couch lazing around and my husband, sleeping in in the bedroom. A bathroom that for some reason due to no fault of the toilet keeps leaking a lot of water. Seriously, every day a puddle of water just appears. So weird.

I am reading: I just finished Twilight (in preparation for the next movie, of course) and need to start reading my book for the book club I am in, a book called Something in the Bayou. I think it was Midnight in the Bayou? Whispers in the Bayou? I can't remember. But I need to start it! And also my Bible study book, which I am behind in.

I am watching: A lot of new shows. Well, maybe only one new show. I am currently watching The Office and Glee, and I am eagerly anticipating the arrival of Ugly Betty, which starts in two weeks. And I just watched "He's Just Not Into You," and cried many times. Just shows what'll do it for me these days.

One of my favorite things: fall.

A few plans for the rest of the week: Teaching school, a play day I think?, Wednesday Wigglers, a football game, Bible Study, wanting to go shopping and get more fall decorations, and put up some new posters I got for my classroom downstairs. Oh! and taking James to the Air Zoo on last time before it is not free anymore.

A picture that I am sharing: James is totally into cars lately. Hot wheels are his definite cup of tea. Jeeps, trucks, fire trucks, police cars, ambulances, you name it. One of his many things that he likes to do with all his cars is line them up and make a "train" with them, like so. He's just so cute.